Another week is here already. I don't know where time goes anymore.
I don't really have much to write today. I have quite a few things on my mind lately, but I don't really know how to say or write them. Its just things I'm tossing around inside my head trying to make sense of.
Mostly people and the things they do. I just don't understand some people. I probably never will so I guess I should just quit trying to understand them and just move on. I really am mostly over it, but I guess my brain is still trying to sort it out and make some kind of sense. I know this probably makes no sense to most of you. I guess I am just tired of selfish people who think the world revolves around them. I have so much other stuff going on that I just don't have time for it anymore and I can't do it. I'm done.
Another thing is timing I guess. There is something that I really want, but its not happening. At least not on my timeline! Haha! I'm trying to be okay with it and just let it go and leave it up to God, but its so difficult. I know He knows what He is doing, but sometimes you can't see it until later.
So anyway, I'm just rambling here trying make sense of a lot of things in life which isn't really easy. I don't want to sound like I'm having a bad day or anything, because I'm really not. I'm just trying to vent a little about things that have been bugging me for awhile now.
5 comments:
It's ok. We are all listening and we understand. Let it out... talk about it and let things go and leave them up to God. He has plans for you. I promise.
As for selfish, stupid people... just let God take the wheel on her messed up life too and know that there is no more you can do and you cannot worry about it. Someday she will realize how rude, inconsiderate, unrational and selfish she is.
Love you! Call me if you need to talk, ok!
Thanks! I will probably call this week to chat; its been awhile since we have talked! :)
Things workout or don't workout for a reason. Hang in there.
Hope the snow in your area isn't too bad. It is a blizzard here.
These sound like reoccurring things. You are like me in that you like to have control of most things. I am really bad about that.
It sounds like there are two situations out of your control. I am not saying that you are some kind of control freak!!! I think you just see something you want to change and you can't do it.
Unfortunately, there are many things in life that are out of our control. People tell me all the time that I need to stop worrying about things I can't control and just "be." It doesn't always work....but sometimes it kinda does.
stacy its irrational not unrational..thought i would throw that out there. lol
chris
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